The semester is done. But I don't feel as relieved as I should be. I feel shitty. Theres so much on my mind. This semester was another challenge and, academically, a disappointment. I procrastinated so much... TOO MUCH... this semester. The goals I set weren't met and at the end of the day, when I ask myself if I gave it my best... my all... the truth at the bowels of my being scream NO!! No, I didn't give it my all. No, I didn't give it my best. No, I didn't fight the full fight but I gave up half way. The goals I set weren't met and now I'm beginning to question where my life is headed. I need my motivation back. I need that drive I had for academics back in my life. I need to achieve and remain focused.
This summer I'm going to rethink... reevaluate... and try to find myself.
About Me
- E.W. Wendt
- So whats there to say? I'm all about what I want and could care less about what you think. Please don't mistake my confidence for arrogance, because therein will be your downfall. I like all but love a select few. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt unless you prove yourself otherwise. I'm not religious, I'm Faith Oriented. I know who I am in God and need not your opinions. I'm lazy but lively. I live, I dream, I fight, I cry and I bleed. Perfection is boring. I write and live half my life in a world in my head. [Keep out!] If you think you know me, take a step back and think again. I'm one in six-billion. I was born to live but not built to break. You've seen me before, you see me now and you can be sure that you'll see me again. Peace Easy.
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