Nostalgic.

I'm missing the dude I used to be. I'm missing my high ambition & my drive. I'm missing the qualities that got me so far in life. If I went back in time four years ago, I wouldn't recognize the person I've become today. I know change is inevitable, but not all change can be good. I used to be that guy who didn't give a fukc about going out or cruisin. I used to be that guy that had a goal, a plan and focus. I seemed to have lost my focus and drive to attain my goals. I mean, I know where I want to go and where I want to be in life, but so far shit just ain't flowin my way. Idk I guess its just a dose of nostalgia. I miss the me I used to be and I hope I become him again. Someday :)